i’ve already met my soul mate, the one person who makes
my life complete. he’s my best friend. we were together for a while,
and i gave it up. i gave it up because i knew what we had was real
and i got scared. i thought I was too young to be in love, but i was
wrong. and i let the one person who completed me, who i loved more
than anything in the world, slip through my fingers. and sometimes i
wish i was like the people still waiting to meet their soul mate. because
then i could meet my best friend all over again, and i wouldn’t give him
away this time. he’s my one true love, my soul mate, and my best friend.
she was shaking from the pills
and she dialed his number.
she screamed out his name
but he never answered
she was dead the next day
just another disaster
and he could have saved her
if he had only answered.
i really do love this boy; our long conversations,
little arguments, endless smiles, stupid jokes, and
you know. pretty much everything about him.
i try to talk to you, but i don’t know what to say
i am afraid you don’t want me to say anything
so i don’t. but inside of me there are words waiting
to come out. and tell you how i feel - like how i miss
you. but those words may forever stay in my heart
locked inside. sometimes i wonder if there are words
locked inside you too.. but i’ll never know.
people tell me i’m beautiful, but i never think its true
the only way i’ll believe it, is if i hear it come from you.
